Shuttered Life

This is it, I am writing my sh*t again with my bestfriend, this site. I just want to share the strongest shot that I did in Laiya, Batangas. The subject has been blurred for privacy? Yes indeed. I know she wouldn’t like this if she is visible.

I can say that this is one of my best days I had in my entire life so far… Enough said.

This is the first time for me to do this kind of wedding. Still processing all the photos. Watch out for it.

I’ve been thinking this for quite a long time now. I don’t know where to begin. But since its killing me now, I have decided to write this down instead of talking or asking any advises to anybody else. I can say now that this blogging thing is my bestfriend. This is the only way I can spill out on how I feel everyday.

Anyway, the lyrics of this song says it all… Better together by Jack Johnson

So let’s start:
Let’s talk about the woman I love the most. They say love isn’t important without respect and trust. Thats true. Maybe some people might think that I don’t respect her because of what I am doing. But I guess I have a different aspect of showing her how I respect her in a different angle. I trust her, a lot. She is not the type of girl wherein you can just text her and she will reply immediately. I respect her because whenever I am with her, I always make sure that she is the queen in my life. In other words, (binebeybi ko yan and no regrets about that). Maybe in some aspect she thinks that I don’t respect her, but I do. Probably I am not that good on showing her the respect that she needs.

It was a big mistake for me to use that user name because it ruined everything. If only I could turn back time, I will tell her how sorry I am but I know its useless.

I know I have my own faults too as her bf before. And I am not perfect enough but I did my best to change. Now, I am putting this to an end. No shoutouts, no “you did this, you did that” and so on.

I don’t want to remember the fights, the shouts that we did and everything that is not good from our past relationship. Instead, I prefer to remember the way we were before… The happy and unforgettable moments we had.

End of story. Bottomline? I will always love her no matter what. Nobody can ever change that.

 Finally…